Hello everyone ~

Did everyone had a great weekend? ^___^ I hope so! becauseeee I could say the same! hehehe... --but.. not the fact that I felt sick majority of the time. :( I made it, somehow, the best of it by being with the person I love. ❤ ❤ ❤ Quoc Thanh Phan or I guess, you guys could pronounce it 'Wok Tawn Fan' if you are not familiar of the name.. LOL... Asian names, I know.


The reason why I felt so sick is because a couple years back I experienced my first stomach virus. It was HELL!!!! I never vomit or anything since what?--- 1997?! -____- So, I was REALLLLY messed up because of that stomach virus. I was sick for almost a month.. 3 weeks to be exact.. That was NOT a good year at all.. lol So anyways, to the point.. my mind is now mentally screwed up because of that virus.. I've been more paranoid and mentally weak than ever.. I can't be carefree like I was before.. =/ So example on how I felt.. It's those feelings where you are out of your 'comfort zone" like, mine is home.. but since my boyfriend lives about.. a couple hours away from me.. it's out of that zone. Yes, I am comfortable being with him and at his home but if we were to go outside of his home, I am anxious, paranoid, and asking my self.. "Uh oh?~ what if?!". My mind starts to take over and get me sick! :( Makes me stomach hurt ... or makes me light headed, my eye lids get very heavy... or my throat feels empty and I want to just throw up.. -____- I'm sure some of you have felt this at some point? But I feel like this ALL the time when I am out of my comfort zone. ;( It ruins a lot for me when I'm out on trips or just trying to enjoy my day. ;/ I hope I can get help or something.. It's been wayyy~ too long now that I've been thinking this way. :( You stupid stomach virus!!!!!!!! :| But meow~! =^_____^= Let's start by thinking positive! >.< I'm home now! Sooo stop worrying, Tina! Hehehhe... I'll share some photos with you that happened today!! and today is actually a special day for me and Thanh! It's our one year! Yeah, I know~ I feel like I'm in high school or something but HEY! at least it's not counting down EVERY MONTH! lol!!! You know what I mean! Hahaha... xD but yes.. one year! It feels like I've been with Thanh forever now though! Hehehe! We are still at it strongly~ and ever so loving. I love this guy more than anything!!! My parents even accepts him! :D and they have never accepted anyone before. :X They are quite traditional, my parents are..... My boyfriend decided to take me to a very fine dining lunch for our year! O: It was real nice! The place was called "August" down in New Orleans! ....so picture time!!!!!

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--- Waiting on our 2:OO reservation @ August! ^-^


--- Finally got seated and here's their trifold menu! :)


--- They gave us some nice sour dough bread and this egg custard!! O: It was so yum!


--- Thanh's dish : A good little portion of prime rib!


--- ❤ ❤ ❤


--- Hehe! My honey was satisfied with August! (even though I did had my on and off sickly mental break down :X)



--- My Mr. Handsome. Love him~~ :p



Well guys, I hope you enjoyed my little post here... or yea.. LOL but remember guys~ stay healthy! exercise, stay positive! .. be less stress! >___< Gahhh~ Need to take my own advice which I DO try! D: Stupid brain.. lol. -_____- Goodnight everyone!!